So who am I? I am a 42 year old happily married man. I am the amazed father of 2 boys – Luke and Jonah. I am a man who loves these 2 boys in a way that baffles me and sometimes brings me to tears of joy and sorrow and fear. I am a man who knows how lucky he is, but feels ungrateful most of the time. I am a selfish man who wants to be selfless. I am a man who wishes he could have faith but can’t open his heart that way. I am a man who gave up on salvation a long time ago, but not deep inside, not really. I am a man who has never felt like a man, or a woman or a child. I am a man who wishes he wasn’t. I am a man who has been blessed with so much love he will never be able to repay it, not even a little. I am a man who wants to say thank you but doesn’t know how.
